The Fear Won't Go Away - Single Release

 On the 14th December, my latest single 'The Fear Won't Go Away' came out on Soundcloud for all to hear. It is completely self produced and one of my favourite songs I've written in a long time.

This year has been a rollarcoaster of emotions for everyone. With the lockdowns bringing about feelings of loneliness and friends passing away, this song really refelcts a lot of I've felt this year. The lyrics are a combination of old messages that were sent by old friends and the emotions I feel while reading them. I really do hope that everyone has enjoyed listening to this song that means ever so much to me. 

Recently on this blog, I've written a lot about grief and how it has effected my life over the past few years. Creating music to help express the emotions that I have been feeling has helped bring some sort of relief. The feedback that has been recieved from previous posts has also been incredibly positive and encouraging to keep on going. 

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